I get depressed sometimes when I’m reminded how shaky my life is. I think of two different girlfriends who needed new glasses and just went and bought them. Another who had to charge it to a credit card and will take some time to pay it, but she was still able to get them.
It must be great to think: hey, I need some more make-up base and then go buy it. I’ve been waiting 3 months since I ran out. And it’s not that I’m entirely broke all the time. It just seems that way!
I got a new laptop for Christmas. Yea! But I had to get internet connection. My old computer was a dial-up. So I changed my phone too and got a package. It’s taken me three months to pay for it and now I’m behind on the monthly payment, if that makes sense.
I do go buy stuff I shouldn’t. For instance, the last day I was paid, I bought about $25 worth of magazines from Borders. Didn’t need to do that. Although, yes I did. But if I were stricter and more organized…if, if, if.
